Sunday, May 5, 2013

Travelling Partner


I've found mine.... It was such an "accidental" kinda thing. Or...."suprise from God" kinda thing.... It's crazy but it's true. All I'm doing now is embracing and appreciating 'your' presence. I owe 'you' a LOT. Thank you and please stay....

Love,
Fad.




Thursday, January 31, 2013

The break-up on 6th December 2012


Strawberry & Cookies. Our relationship ended on December 6th 2012, 2 weeks before the 23rd of Dec, a date where we chose to get engage....... It was painful but Strawberry decided to let go of Cookies as he found a new love that he think can replace Cookies, better in every way perhaps... RIP to our relationship. Thanks for the 6 years. 6 FUCKING YEARS. Our memories remain as memories in both our heart & mind.

I've tried to save it, with all the energy and love that I have, but he seems to loose all the interest and love. It was painful, to see someone that you really love deeply, that someone who is always there in your future that you've dream of......suddenly lost all his love towards you. There's no more heart, no more mind to think rationally i guess... I brought him to places, La Bodega, Ole Ole Bali Sky Bar....to talk, to cry....and it was there at Sky Bar where he ended it, at almost midnight.

I was left, clueless, breaking, dying....

It was almost a miracle that I survived up until today. Sometimes, my strength to keep on living was unbelievable, and sometimes I broke down and crash into pieces...It was hard, but always be positive and remember that all of htis is written by Allah SWT. He whom always love his Hamba, will give us test. And this is the most difficult test I've faced in 26 years of my life. Alhamdulillah....


I dont have any intention to write this post, but i keep writing till here....

I should stop, memories will remain as MEMORIES.


-Fad.


Sunday, January 15, 2012

Need extra $$$

I'm looking for a flea market / garage sale spot to sell my stuff. Clothes and accessories.
Ade siapa2 tau kat manee??? (Aside from Enspired @Subang Parade, Curve)
Help!Lemme know ya!


Thanks!
Cookies

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

2011 was Bandung. What's up 2012?!

2011 has left us 5 days ago. And now we are living in 2012. I look forward to a better year where I can do most of the things I've been planning. It will not just be me, but 2012 is going to be my year with my man. Yup! We're planning a few things for us to do this year, including to polish up his skill in photography and our love for food, travel and sight-seeing.....

You gotta do things you love to the fullest before its too late though :) Have a hobby. Don't just work, in and out the same thing everyday... Keep ourselves going!

So i think you're going to see a different side of us this year coz we're going to be a more adventurous couple. ehehhh!

Ok, i forgot to update about our trip to Bandung Indonesia in November last year. I'm proud to say that it was my first trip where I used my own money and paid for my dad's flight ticket. The feeling to be able to do that was amazing. I believed that was the starting point for me to start traveling...more places will be pinned after this.



Aside from that, It was my first holiday trip with my man too. I've never thought it could've happened but it did! My parents was so open minded that they let him came with us...it's actually something i never thought of but it happened :) To have him with me throughout the 4days there were unbelievable. I was quite amazed that he survived staying in the same room with my dad n nephew. hehee..Proud of u darling!




Bandung was such a superb experienced. I LOVE BANDUNG. I LOVE BANDUNG'S FOOD. Me and food are new bestfriend (that's why i gained so much weight now). Minang food, Sunda food, Nasi Uduk, Soses, Baso, Indonesian traditional kueh...everything are so delicious and worth every Rupiah. Mom had fun, dad was too...of course coz my dad was an adventurous man. My sister is always my best company. We had the same interest. To have her around is such a bliss, everytime. Nephew was happy too. He's just lucky. At his age, he had travel to many places...Bandung was such a nice, cooling place. The people are kind and polite. Excited that I got to see the school kids in their uniform, Angkutan Kota, people selling food by the roadside, entertainer and many things about Bandung is pure awesome. Love love love...



Bandung was the only highlight in my 2011. Others was not really nice to me. So, hopefully 2012 will treat me better. I will make sure of that.... (keep in mind: Explore & Adventure with love)

Terbyk plak upload gba, tapi sebenarnye banyak lagi gba kat Bandung. Tak mampu nk upload semua. For u who's reading, enjoy k :D


Let's go 2012!
Cookies.


Monday, October 17, 2011

Menaip & rezeki

AISHHH...Aku ni taaak rajin-rajin nak mengarang dalam blog ni. Teringat selalu jek,tapi nk sign in dan start tulis tu....haihh..malas bebenor.


Tapi, harini aku bukak jugak dan berjaya menaip utk bacaan kalian (lebih untuk diri sendiri sebenarnye), since aku tak de keje harini. Weh! Bagilah aku kje untuk dibuat weyh. Takkan aku nk g kat bos aku, kat senior aku tadah tnye ada keje untuk aku buat tak. Gile rase tak best cmtu...Geli juge. huhu. Dah 2 minggu aku releks meleks. Client yang aku handle pergi haji plak dan bulan Disember baru balik. Hah! Adakah aku kene tggu je sampai Disember. Itu melampau!... Takpe, harap2 esok ade kerje untuk aku handle.


Dalam aku menaip-naip ni tibe2 ade kawan aku si cantik manis ni datang menyapa. Suruh aku sign payment voucher. Yayyy! *Melonjak tapi punggung atas kerusi lagi* Macam paham-paham aku tgh sengkek. Alhamdulillah...rezeki Allah SWT....Tak lama lagi, kempen dah stat, korang boleh tgk lah muke I dekat dlm newspaper. Boleh plak jadi model iklan. Muke tak cantik pun tapi masih ade rezeki...hehehehee.


Ni lah yang dinamakan rezeki. Kita tak tahu bile dia akan menjelma. Macam apa yang aku lalui sekarang.



Yang menaip,
Cookies.

Monday, July 11, 2011

ALHAMDULILLAH, SYUKUR....

Alhamdulillah....
Syukur....


*Jangan laaah lupe ucap ni hari-hari terhadap semua pembarian Allah S.W.T. kepada kita, hambaNya. Syukur sbb Allah S.W.T beri kita kehidupan hari ini.




HambaNya,
Cookies

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Time to update...NEW AGENCY


Yes..I've moved to another Agency. I started here in CD since July 20th. After went for a few other interviews with another Agency, finally i chose to be here...and I'm proud of this decision i made. . *pat myself on the back*. Still the same position which is an AE, but with a different environment and Client. i'm serving a bigger Client now :D .... Alhamdulillah because I have this gut in me to challenge myself. It is a big challenge. Others might not see it but I'm feeling it baybee.

I have tonnes of things to learn about the Client especially and the people in this Agency. I told my self quietly, "be careful and don't easily trust anybody".....

As per planned....I wish to settle down here for few years... Hopefully Allah bukakan pintu rezeki aku kat sini n berikah kepuasan dan kegembiraan bekerja di sini. InsyaAllah and Amin~




The AE,
Cookies.


Wednesday, May 11, 2011

LISA SURIHANI....


I have a Thing about her... :)

<3,
Cookies

I M Me


I'm so busy with work that until sometimes I felt like doing nothing and ended up sitting in the office doing nothing but yet there must be something. It's too tiring that my brain will automatically shut! Colleagues will talk to me, Client will call me..I'll digest but I just couldn't deliver anything. Yes, I can be like that. I'm a human being! u see! Just like everyone else. I'm not some good, very productive 24/7 worker. I'm NORMAL!


I need a break......



Vomit,
Cookies.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Menyentuh kalbu....

BAIK-BAIK SAYANG

Aku tak ingin kau menangis bersedih
Sudahi air mata darimu
Yang aku ingin arti hadir diriku
Kan menghapus dukamu sayang

Karena bagiku kau kehormatanku
Dengarkan dengarkan aku


Hanya satu pintaku untukmu dan hidupku
Baik baik sayang ada aku untukmu
Hanya satu pintaku di siang dan malammu
Baik baik sayang karna aku untukmu

Semua keinginan akan aku lakukan
Sekuat semampuku sayang
Karena bagiku kau kehormatanku
Dengarkan dengarkan aku


I love you Strawberry!
Your lady,
Cookies




Thursday, February 24, 2011

2 Papan Panadol

Ni nak ceghite nih! Marah betol aku dgn orang perempuan yang patah hati, begaduh ngn mata air, pastu sampai buat cubaan membunuh diri. Ye. Suicide Attempt.

Bukan takat niat je.. Tapi mmg dah amek tindakan pun...dengan menelan 2 PAPAN PANADOL....Rasenyelah panadol..tapi mmg pil..haihhh haiihhhh...... Tak baik tu anak-anak. Sakit perut mak bapak...Pastu susahkan orang lain kene datang ward emergency, specifically ICU utk visit. Nasib baiklahhhhhh berangkai..maksudnye ade relationship. Lembut jugak hati ni nak pegi dan tnaye ape masalahnya dan nasihat seminimal mungkin.... Dah kua hospital nanti baru kene basuh cukup-cukup tu.

Berdosa besar orang yang berniat dan cuba mengambil nyawanya sendiri ni. MasyaAllah... Ingatlah Allah S.W.T. ingatlah mama, ayah, abang, kakak, adik-adik tu.... Lelaki tu tak yah nak dipikirkan. Buang saje............

Umur masih muda. Masih nak dimanjakan oleh mak ayah sebenarnya, tapi lupa... lupa sebab CINTA yang diri sendiri pun tak brapa paham kot nilainya. Tah bernilai ke tidak... Wallahualam.... Jangan ikutkan hati... Ada akal, fikirla baik-baik... Nangislah smpai keluar air mata darah skali pun tapi jgnlah buat bende-bende yang diri sendiri akan menyesal nanti, dan bila dah tua nanti mesti teringat semula tindakan yang bodoh itu... Akhirnya malu sendiri......

So...........

Bertenaaaaang. Zen!

Pandanglah seorang bayi, akan tenang hati tu...InsyaAllah...



=) ,
Cookies

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

REZEKI ITU MESTI ADA

KAN KAN??? Dan saya sedang mengaimkan rejeki yang itu.


=)
Cookies.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

ALARM !




AKU BERASA

SANGAT TAK STYLO SEKARANG NI. DEMM!!





*sigh*
Cookies


Monday, February 14, 2011

Congratulations Girlfriend. You'll be officially PROPOSED!


Woww woww......I was smiling when last nite my girlfriend buzz me and said she's nervous about her merisik...and yeah..I'm still smiling while I'm writing this. =) At last my dear friend, u will be proposed girl!!!! How exciting . OFFICIALLY plak tuh! *huggies*.

Let me tell u about this very pretty friend of mine..We've known each other for about 7 years now. She's quite a weirdo and a cracko but in a fun kinda way. She's totally fun to be with, very outspoken when there's opportunity for her to become one and very very VERY EMOTIONAL girl. A guy who gets her heart, is very lucky i must say.

So dear friend, your new journey of life will start tomorrow. After the proposal ceremony , I know the next thing is you'll be busy preparing for the next phase of your life. Engagement and Marriage....

Wishing you all the best, Salawat banyak-banyak to ease your nerves, Don't forget to smile when "mom" put the ring on your finger, and rock it miss gorgeous!!!

May Allah bless your relationship....And my relationship as well (of course!).

Last but not least. CONGRATULATIONS AM!!!!


Here's a bouquet

for you.........



My peluk-peluk and mmuahhss mmuuaahhss goes to you,
Cookies



Tuesday, February 8, 2011

LIFE and keF**Kannya


Life is tough....when you see it from that tough angle...and that's how I see it sometimes in my everyday life, as well as others.

Little kids, it's tough when they have to go to school early in the morning everyday and just realize that there's a homework that they forgot to do. Teacher's scolding, kick 'em out of the class......

Teenagers, it's tough when they have to go out of their classroom and try to work with or socialize with others especially the elders.

And for working adults, it's tough when you are holding a responsibility in all kinds of ways. Job, Client, bosses, boyfriend, husband, children, parents.

YOU JUST DON'T HAVE A REAL GOOD TIME FOR YOURSELF!!! IT'S ALL WORRIES!
(Yes, i let that out eventually).



But, PAUSE.....





Come to think about it, it's all for our own good. It's a growing process. From little, you have to be a good student so that you will be intelligent and know how to live your life successfully. Then as you grow, you MUST know learn how to approach people in a good way, be comfortable and mingle with others, from all different walks of life. As you grow older..........YOUR FUN time might be limited but, you are mature enough to manage everything by yourself and you just have to keep on 'maturing' yourself FAST.

It is complicated..To be a successful individual, that's how life is. You just have to keep learning, digest what you learn very fast and then you control and manage things by yourself. Then only you'll get paid. And the way yo control and manage it must be very smooth. If it's jagged, you'll get F**K but.... that's a learning phase as well. Be prepared to get F**K. You must be strong emotionally, mentally and physically.

HIDUP INI MENCABAR!
dan...


hanya Mario yang boleh melakukan multiple jobs .. *sigh*






The Account Exec,
Cookies


Sunday, January 9, 2011

2ThousandE11ven

Urrrr....It's already the 10th day of January 2011... Time really past too fast. it's just fiewwhhhh in front of , back and side of you......


Fight & Date....
Well my new year was not that good. Had a BIG fight with Strawberry. Cause of fight - he left me for Kemaman, Terengganu with his cuzzies.. urrgghh...why must u left me ohh boy...I do love your cuzzies. Love them to bits but i dont like you leaving me behind during NEW YEAR when you already promised me that you're going to celebrate the new year with me. huhuu.... but honestly, i felt really bad after all the cursed i gave him...I'm so sorry baby..... Thanks for taking me to Melaka that very day you got back just to make me smile again. Although we just had a short trip, it was totally awesome. It's like bring back old memories in Jonker Street and Klebang... =)

Wedding & Wishing...
Then what happened between all the drama was a friend's engagement celebration in KJ, Adib's in the afternoon and later that evening it was Nurul's and Ikhwan's wedding reception in Nikko. I helped my Kak Long and her in-law's family at the guests registration table... Theme colour was blue so i put on my very the pretty blue kurung modern pendek with big beads of diamond and i rock it!! woohoo..but of course still did not manage to steel any limelight as the bride was oh-so-pretty. *Tick!*... yup! my heart just Tick again imagining and wishing that i will have a beautiful wedding reception too in the near future... Near! InsyaAllah..... =)

Client & Costing...
Let's make this short. A RM600K campaign was successfully completed and presented. Waiting for Client's feedback! Pray hard!

Interviews & Offer...

I received a call from an Agency which i went to it's interviews. I was called for a 2nd interview last year and i went for it. A cosy, young, vibrant and local but with international falvour kinda Agency with it's own bunch of team. WackOO but yeah, i love the feelings there. I can say that my opportunity now is 85%. Another 15%..i don't know where the hell did it go!.... Hope i'll catch it! Yaip2!


Wow...In 10 days, so many things can happen. I love my life. Such a roller-coaster...hahaha!
Hope i can continue writing but many works to be done now..... "Let's have a cuppa tea!" (If you know what i mean. ( Clue-My Client)*wink*


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!



Will write again..
of course.
Cookies.


Sunday, December 26, 2010

Saya Nak Kahwin.






Cookies tgh bermood nak kahwin (tibe-tibeee...),

Boleh halalkan semua yang haram,

Boleh lebih berdikari,

Boleh hidup dengan lebih tenang, InsyaAllah.

Akan lebih bijak dalam soal memberi dan menerima..dan memberi dan menerima..dan terus memberi dan menerima...

Boleh mengplan wedding sendiri,

Boleh merasai bagaimana rasanya menjadi raja sehari,


Boleh ke destinasi cinta untuk ber
honeymoon.. (Nyanyi skett. Menuju ke destinasi yeaa yeaahhh!!!),

Boleh membelai kasih sayang itu setiap hari..


Semestinya akan menjadi seorang Chef!


Boleh kurangkan penggunaan kredit handphone.

Boleh mendapat nama baru iaitu...ISTERI. =)




Cookies hargai jika setiap dari kalian mendoakan rezeki dan jodoh Cookies & Strawberry dicepatkan dan akan kekal sehingga ke syurga ..InsyaAllah...(Ramai-ramai tadah tangan)...AMIN~ =)



Yang nak kahwin,
Cookies.

Monday, December 20, 2010

I've been away too long...

And now I'M BACK!

Had been eating lots and lots and lots of Strawberry yogurt lately, and ice-cream with cookies. Nyumm nyummmmm... Life has changed and still changing. Got myself a job in Advertising (that means i'm oficially a career woman) , bought my own car (that means i can go anywhere i want now), officially a Bachelor Degree Grad (that means i'm officially not a student in UiTM anymore), and....4 years of relationship with Mr. Strawberry! Lot's of ups and downs but that's how life is. You just have to live it and go through all the obstacles and make your own glory. Glory Glory!

One thing for sure, the most difficult part i'm trying to cope right now is...MY OWN MONEY / EXPENSES. I'm still learning to manage mine wisely. I have my savings but it's not that much now. I am broke....Hopelessly broke...... I need to make my income grow. Not reducing!! Urrghh!!! It's so tough. I wonder how mama and papa did it. With 4 childrens to raised. I used to be a spoilt brat, wanted everything pretty. Expensive clothes, expensive accessories, expensive foods...They questioned but they gave me almost everything that i asked for.... Salute!

Again, that's how life is.. Learn to self manage and you'll be fine. I believe in that....



Hmm... How i wish i could write longer but I have Clients who's waiting for my email, proposal and whatever not. As much as I hate them (yes I hate u Clients!!), to think about it again, my salary comes from them....So.....

WORK!




Till we meet again,
Cookies.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

I'm Here Again

Boo!!
It's been too long since the last time i wrote things in this blog. I felt trully sorry for my abandoned baby here but i'm back for good.... I hope.
Lot's of things happened in the past (which is since the last itme I wrote). So, let's refresh in brief.

24th October
Woah Hijau! Start Small For A Big Change Event went soo great. Check it out here. After all the big challenges i went through, Alhamdulillah I made it good with my team. Experience of making it sucessful is ver damn precious. Thanks a lot to my family for supporting me all the way. U r my heart and soul.

31st October
1st paper of our final exam starts, which was Sales Promotion paper.

14th November
Last exam paper that i sat for in UiTM which is Advertising Ethics. Damn, I am free as a bird!

23rd November
Sign up for my Driving Class!!!! At last! Thank u mama =)

29th November
Wen't to a holiday in Melaka with Konah's family. A sister's getaway...including her hubby and son la..

4th December
Sat for Computer test and i passed!! Yippee Yayy!!

5th December
Attend my practical class and i got to drive for the first time in the track area! Engine was dead once!

11th December
Had an alone trip to Melaka to do some business but was shifted to another business which was....went to Tehel and meet with Strawberry's family!!!! Had a great few hours with them. They were sooooo welcoming. I love it!

On the same day,at 5:30 p.m i was told that i didn't get to do my intern in NSTP as Miss Margaret hunney said there was no space available. Thank u soooo much for the last minute confirmation darling!!!! I really love it in term of hateness actually!

13th December
Got the news from FB that my high school senior's mom passed away. My biggest condolence goes to her and her family. May her mom rest in peace and rohnye diberkati Allah... Alfatihah...


So...that's the dates that i can remember. other than tat, it's enjoying and lepaking with my friends, my boyfriend, my nephew and my family. =)

Tummy is getting hungry here. Got to check out what's there for me to grab before i go to sleep coz tomorrow i have to wake up early to send my exam reslut to my driving teacher. She's going to do my 'L'. yEAYY!!!Class will start anytime next week.

P/S: Pray for me that i will get a better place to do my intern by this coming week. Had been sending e-mails and resume to agencies. I'm looking forward for a very good positive response.

xoxo,
Cookies....

Friday, October 2, 2009

Thank God I Found You.

.

Today, i would like to Thanks a Friend with a million thanks and a million hugs from the deepest part of my heart.



1)Thanks for the drink...



2)Thanks for your time riding in the rain..........



3) Thanks for the ubat batuk...



4) Thanks for the ponston...



5) Thanks for the supportive thoughts...



6) Thanks for understanding my situation very well...



7) Thanks for keeping me up awake to do assignments...



8)Thanks for sharing your stories with me...





Just to let you know, that i m really glad and thankful for everything between us.



.............,
Cookies